Id Reloaded

i havE sORe tHrOat!!
WaHAha…
x bEst dH nK cKp2..
sakEt giLe..
eRm,nOw niH tGh cYA…bDAk2 tUh ngAh tGk sEnAriO XX..
laNtOklE…maLAs nAk laYAn..
x dE mOoD dAh,siNcE mLm sMLm…
iSh,i havEn”t fiNishEd my adD maThs nYe hOmeWorK lG…
hUhu,daH la BerLaMbaK…
eRm,nOthiNG inTEreStiNg tO shAre lA..
jUz naK wArm uP blOg yG daH laMe x bErseNtuH niH..
(padAhaL baRu smLm uPdatE)
liStEn tO uR hearT,
wHen he”S caLLinG tO u..
liStEn tO uR hEarT,
tHerE”s nUthinG eLSe u cAn dO…
i dOn”t nOe wHerE uR gOinG
anD i dOn”T whY…
liStEn tO uR heArt,
bEfOre u tEll hiM gOoDbYE…
oK lAh…
tO aLL thE gaLS anD guYs whO”s iN lUrvE RitE nOW,
jUZ liSteN tO uR heArt,eH?

i LOVE kiDs…!!!
tOtaLLy adOre thEm!!!
can”T waiT tO haVe mY oWn iN thE fUturE…
hUhU,x tAuH naPe adE oRg yG sanGGup meNdERa aNaK sEndRi…
daRah dAgiNG diOrG gaK…!!
eRm,
acTuaLLy,riTe nOw i hAvE a pRojeCt coNceRniNg orpHanS…
thEy”rE aLL agEd 11..sTanDard 5…
sEeinG thEm,mY heArt siGhs…
hOw cOulD thE woRld bE sO crUeL tOwaRds thEm?
thEy miSSed a LoT oF evErytHinG…
trEatiNg thEm riTe anD makIng thEm haPpY is mOre thAn anyThinG thaT i cOulD evEr asK…
it”s tRuE…
soMEtimEs,x sAmpAi atI taU…
seDeyH sGt..
i”M sO lucKY i sTiLL haVe bOth mY parEnts…
tHank GOD!!
oKlaH,i hAve tO gO anD fetCh thEm frOm thEiR orphAnagE…
buBbYe!!!

i cAn”t beLiEvE iT…
aGAiN thiNGs aRe nOt wHat iT wAs suPpOsEd tO bE liKe..
aHahA,iT”s suPpOsEd tO bE anOthEr “gReaT” dAy iN sTf..
*DUH!!*
thErE wAs suPpOsEd tO bE a CYA mEetiNg tOdaY…
sO i dAtaNg lAh lAb dEngAn peNOh pErAsaAn..
iNgAt kAn dAh tERlAmbAt tAdiH…
*nOt A gOoD fIrsT iMprEsSioN,hAhA!!*
bUt iT tUrNs oUt thAt tHe mEetiNg iS caNceLLeD…
lAsT miNutE nOtiCe,mAa…
*sOB,sOB*
hUu…thIs iS mA lifE,
nAk kaTe bZ sGt tU x dElaH,iSh…
nToHlE..nAk kAtE x bZ tU menIpu nAmEnyE…
*siGh*
iT”S haRd liVinG liKe mE…
dUnnO hOw mY frIenDS suRvivEd…
aDE iLmU kEbAl kOt…
hOhO,baHayE tU…!!
bEwarE!!!
*shRugS*
i”M slEepY lAh..
tD maSE teSt AgamE,i sLepT liKe a lOg..
caN u bEliEve iT…
habEs kOtOr ktAs agAmE kEnE cOntEnG nGan mY pEn..
nOt rEalLy mY pEn lAH..
mY pEnciLbOx iLanG plAk tD paGiH…
sEdEyH2..
*iSk,iSK,IsK*
dAh aH,
i”M tIrEd…
hEll hAs brOkeN fReE tHe dAy i wAs bOrN…
hUhu..
x dE lAh…
cAm bEst biLe cKp cAm tUh…
hEH..
*wiNk,wInK*

hUHU..
i HavE juSt RecoVerEd fRom ConJunctiviTiS,
or wuTevA pPL cAll iT..
dUh!!i tHoUGht gOinG bAcK hOme wAs sO muCh fuN bUt No…
iT wAsn”T muCh fUn aT aLL!!!
iT wAs bOrinG…!!
bUt soMehOw i ManaGed tO geT thrU iT..
thAnk gOd…
a LoT oF mY frEns aRe sEnt hOmE bCoZ oF dAt sTupiD wUtevA-u-cAll-iT diSeAsE..
i miSsEd mY sChOoL..(uNbeLiEvabLE!!)
i fEeL sO sTupId bCOz i miSseD tOo maNy cLasSeS,
aNd eVerybOdy sEeMeD tO bE stUdyiNg fOr thE upComiNg teSts..(dUh!!)
i”M MiSsiNg evEry mOmeNt i CouLd sPenD wIth mY fAMilY…
i”M nOt sUrE whEthEr i Can gO hOmE thIs AuguSt oR nOt..
dAt”s wHaT i HatE abOut BeinG a bOarDIng sChoOl sTudEnT..
u NevEr gEt tO eNjOy liFe aS a NorMAl tEen..
uR liFe iS aLwayS plAnNeD bY thE aUthoRitiEs..
iT”s lIkE u dOn”T evEn haVe uR oWn LiFe…(iT sUckS,biG timE!!)
u jUst dOn”T havE cOntROl oVer uR oWN liFe..
i MeAn,wUt”s dA uSe oF hAviNg a LiFe iF u cAn”T havE fUll cOntrOl oF iT?!
maYbE daT”s mE bEinG mE..
pRObaBlY ouT thEre,tHerE aRe oTheRs mOrE fOrtunAte thAn MOI…
tRuE ritE?nOt evERybOdy LivEs iN a priSOn?
weLL,gOtTa gO..
LiFe”s lIkE thiS huH?!

iT”s mY lifE…
mY dEstiNy..
iT”s haRd,bUt i”vE gOt tO aCCepT iT..
nO matTeR hoW…
liKe mE..
i”M a stUdEnT,
i wOrK fOr mY cOmpanY”S fiNaNCiaL dEpaRTmeNt,
i”M a DebAtEr,
i”M aN amBaSSaDoR,
i”M a siStER,
i”M a dAuGHtEr,
i”M a FriEnD,
i”M a sPeciAl soMeOnE iN a pErsoN”s lifE,
i”M a cOunsELLOr,
i”M a nORmaL huMaN bEinG,
i”M a tEeNagEr,
aNd mOSt imPoRTanTLy…
i”M a GURL…
aNd thEsE aRE thE reSpoNsibILities oF a GURL..
hOPe u UndERstAnD…

remEmbEr thAt daY?
thE dAy u cAmE inTo mY lifE?
thE dAy u MadE iT aLL coME trUe..
u wERe thE fiRsT..tO tEll u ThE tRutH…
guEss i nEVer tOld u tHis bEForE…
n i”M reGRetTinG iT riTE nOw…
reaLLy reGRetTinG iT…
i wiSh U weRE herE…riTe nexT tO mE…
wiSh u CoUld sEe hOW muCh i lOve u…
i”M miSSinG u baDlY…
wiSh i CouLd heAr uR voIce agAin…
wisH u woUlD fOrgiVe mE…
i nOE i”M guiLty…i adMiT iT…
i shOuld”vE trUsT u…i reAllY shoUlD..
u lIFteD mE uP wheN i wAS doWN…
u rEallY diD..aLL thOsE timEs…
i”M reGReTtinG evEry worD i SaiD tO u..
thAT nitE wAs thE moSt reGreTFuL…
wiSh i coUlD tUrN bacK timE..
thE thIngS thaT u SaiD…
uR maD,i uNdeRstaNd…
bUt iT huRts me sO muCh…
iT”s Nice To gEt uR phOne caLL aT niTe,
n sMilE cOz u mAde mE sO haPPy..
aLL iN aLL…
i Don”t nOe wuT uR fEeLinG riTe nOw..
thAnkS anYwaY..
u tOLd mE thE trUth..
i appReciAte iT..
hoPe iT”s noT thE eNd….
hopE thEre”LL neVer bE aN enD…

hUh..
evEr wonDEreD wuT uR frEn maY dO tO u wEn uR iN trOubLE?
nO?
weLL thaT”s baD..
i MeaN rEaLLy,REALLY bAd..
soMe frEnS gO tO a LOt oF exTenD juSt tO reAch oUT To hElp u..
ManY oTheRs saCrificE thEir tImE,enErgy n suMtiMeS aN amoUnt oF moNEy tO hElp anOTher..
thAt”s hoW fAR a fRen wiLL gO To shOW hoW muCh thEy carE..
i HavE a lOt of PpL iN my liFE whO”rE sO imPOrtaNt,
i Can”t lEavE thEm..
mAybE onE oF theM iS u..
wHO knOWs..
iN thIS woRLd,
u mAy noT reAlisE thAT uR preSenCE mEAns a lOT tO pERson..
liKe mE..
iF my FreNs weREn”t thERe tO gUidE me thRU thIS joUrnEy oF liFE..
i May nOt bE aBle to WritE thiS poSt,
mY liFe dePendS oN thEIr cAre..
(nOT thAt i”m disAbleD oR anYThinG..!!)
juSt thAt,
haVe u RealiSeD thAt PeERs plAy a COmmOn roLe in oUr liFe..
aS weLL aS iN oUr heArtS…
aPPrecIatE thEm…
oNe moRE thIng..
chOOsE thEM wiSEly..
uR fRenS inFluEncE a MAjoR paRT oF u..
bEliEvE me..
frEnShiP is foRevEr…
u doN”t neEd loVE whEn u hAve frEns..
(oKaY,so i eXaggErateD a bIt…)
hAHa..
neEd tO gO..
tAa…

i aM iN lovE..
dO yOu tHink uR aLrEadY iN lOvE wHen u sAy thIs??
oR iS it juSt LUST…
paInfuL tO acCepT iT thoUgh u tHink Ur reAdY..
bCoZ nO maTTer wuT,u”LL nEveR bE abLe to aCcePt iT..
trUtH huRTs..thAt’s trUe..
sooN U”ll reGrEt iT..iT”s fooOliSh..
“i diDn”t meAn iT whEN i SaiD i diDN”t lovE u sO,”
“whEN u LefT i lOst a Part oF mE,It”s stiLL sO haRd tO beliEvE..”
thE woRds u Say wheN uR maD..
u NevEr nOe..whEn u”vE huRt suMboDy..
nOt untiL u”vE loSt thEm..
anD tHE mORe u rEmiNd uRSelF ‘bOut iT,
thE mORe u”LL regREt ThE thiNgS u”vE doNe..
“LonEly,i”m mR lONeLy,I”vE noBoDY 4 My oWn..”

Huhu..
tomorrow,i’ll be heading to Kem Kaizen..
teMpaT nIh daH pEGi dAh dULu..
maSeR tuH fORm tWo..
sKaraNg daH fORm fOuR..
pEGi tUh sBb adE khEMah iBaDat..
caM maLas nAK pEGi cOZ..
bOSanN..!!!!
HahaHA…
daH aH,
penAT bEBeL..
tAa….

There’s always PLEASURE in PAIN

haha,finally..dapat pon create post dalam blog nih..i don’t seem to find time doing everything in one time..duh!! i AM a student..wut do you expect?! Suntimes,life as a teenager is quite tiring compared to other stages in life.. wanna noe y? Bcoz,most of the time,a teenager spends all the time she has..ENJOYING HERSELF!!! Is this true? Can’t say.. lain orang,lain perangai..ye tak? hahaha… well this is the most i can do..byk lagi nak tulis snarnye..hehe,tp malas!! Catch y’all l8er…toodles!!